Lost

Days to come,
don't seem much better then today,
But I'll have to wait and see,
Where there is a will, there is a way,
I want so badly to succeed,
but don't know where to even start,
which path do I chose?
With which dreams do I have to part?
Who knows what tomorrow holds,
let alone where I head this day,
Half of my life has left and already gone,
It's late and I need sleep, dreams to lead me astray,
Who knows which way to go?,
And if those dreams have already left and gone,
sometimes lying here in the darkness,
wondering if it all went wrong, I patiently wait for the dawn,
My future is so unclear,
Even now as I still continue to dream on,
I guess that's what life is about,
pressing on loving, growing, learning right from wrong,
It may all end tomorrow,
Or I could live for many, many years to come, possibly forever,
But what fun would that be?
Forever doesn't always mean for better,
I am but one,
one heart, one mind, one body, one soul,
I guess I should enjoy this life for what it is and where it takes me,
Just confused sometimes on what this life is for, and what's my role